It's saturday night

Walang pasok ngayon. kaya eto nakapagpahinga ako at nakapag gala. Malapit lang sm samin siguro about 500m away from home. Pero, sa taong ito ngayon palang ako ulit makakpasok ng mall, sobrang busy kasi eh, i dont have time para magpalamig.
          I brought some book. *Zoo in my bedroom  *20php (about a little girl who wants a dog pet.) & a Day at the beach *10php (9/11 tradgedy, and family secrets) Mura lang kasi kaya ginrab ko na. Sobrang tagal ko nga namili ang dami kasing magaganda eh,50php lang dala kong pera. Tapos dumaan akong bingguhan *place where people plays B-I-N-G-O.
Nandun kasi si mama. *nagtitinda kami ng iba't ibang meryenda. Yung yung source of income namin, pang gastos sa bahay, pang baon ko, gamot ni papa. Tulong sila ni mama. Dinedeliver yung paninda sa loob but then if hindi naubos kailangan ibalik samin at ilalako ulit ni mama.
Sobrang naaawa ako and proud ako sa mama ko, para lang mabuhay kami ginagawa nya un. wala naman akong magawa, nagaaral pako, gustuhin ko mang makatulong ayaw naman nila. Basta daw makatapos ako, magiging masaya na sila. :( Naiiyak ako!! Ang hirap kasi ng sitwasyon namin. Ako nalang yung nagaaral tapos medyo matatanda na din magulang ko. Kaya nga after ko gumradweyt. sisikapin kong makapag hanap ng work agad para naman masuklian ko yung hirap at sakripisyo nila mama para sakin. Especially my mom ayokong hindi niya maramdaman yung ginhawa na gusto niya kapag nagtatrabaho nako, lahat ng gusto niya ibibigay ko kasi mahal na mahal ko siya eh. Simula pagkabata siya na yung naging gabay ko,yung nagaalaga. Tinitiis niya yung sarili niya para sakin. Mabili lang yung gusto ko. Kahit ultimo slippers, o damit na binigay sakanya, ibibigay niya pa sakin. Yung mga ganun simpleng bagay na kahit hindi niya pansin pinahahalagahan ko. Ayoko lang ipakita, nahihiya kasi ako. Hindi kasi ako yung taong handang ipakita yung emosyon sa ibang tao, lalo na kay mama.  Pero totoo sobrang mahal na mahal ko mama ko.Pag umaalis ako ng bahay lagi ko siyang iniisip. Lalo na pag kunwari nasa bahay ako tapos gabi na wala pa siya, sobrang nagaalala ako. (*Kalat na liquid eye liner ko, smudge na make up ko.mukha nakong taong grasa dahil umiiyak ako ngayon.)

 

^me and my mom^

5years old ako.

Smile pa kaming dalawa oh. 

Love you mama!!

Diary naging topic si mama..
Hanggang dun nalang muna. Medyo sleepy nako eh..
 Goodnight..



                                                                                                                         *Keizha

Gloomy Thursday

                      What a beautiful day. Day off on pollution, stress, study, sweat, hunger and most specially the profs. I wash my clothes specially my uniform, then do some Walis walis on the kwarto para di naman masyadong pugadan ng ipis.  Eat lunch ALONE, (*Hot Afritada pepared by my sweet loving mom.) Then do some bed rest. I don't actually do bedrest, lets just say that nauunwell ako kaya need ko yun. I forgot to take my vitamins.  Ubus na kasi.

 

 *Wallpaper FHM and CANDY.

*looks i'm in a deep sleep, and dreaming with my sweet crush.lol 

Mom left me some Merienda:

 Ginataang bilobilo (*mix sweet potatoes,banana,jackfruit,and coconut juice) and 

Lumpiang Gulay (*wrapped with stripes carrots,potatoes,Sprout and tofu)

Yummy.. hhhhmmm. ^_^

After that big bunch of merienda. I watched my baby nephew and do some babysit on him, because her mom is washing their clothes.

My day was'nt yet end. May gabi pa eh..

Dear You

I dont know why im still awake, maybe because namimis kita. Naninibago ako sa ngayon, kasi nga wala ka na. Hindi ko na alam kung pano pako magiging masaya. Mahirap man, pero tinitiis ko. Ayoko na kasing mangyari pa ulit yung nakaraan na parang sinasabi mo na "ako lang ang centro ng relationship na to". Babe you know what? i really miss you so much, i hope and pray that you'll be coming back soon. Because it hurts so much. It hurts when your not near beside me.  before i was'nt afraid of loosing you because  i know hindi mo magagawang iwan ako, but then you left. You don't even think about whats happening on me na. Am i okay paba? do i eat @ the right time ba or if nakakatulog ba ako ng maayos. I remember those days when i walked out on my class because i felt like nobody cares about me; but then, you make me stronger. giving me advices when im all alone. joking around when im sad, and most specially hugging me when im crying like a child when my ice cream drops on the street. I know were not the perfect two but i rather choose you than to make a mistake by having someone i never love.

Laptop jealousy

Yung lalake na nagwalk out at nakipagbreak dahil lang hindi na siya mabigyan ng pansin ng Girlfriend niya kakatetris niya. Diba mas parang baligtad? Ang mga lalaki mahilig mag dota, *may kanta pa nga na (mas mahal mo pa ang dota) Pero in us, its opposite. Kesyo wala na daw akong time sakanya, puro nalang daw paguupdated ng status,wall post, at laro iniintindi ko. Hindi ko na daw naiisip yung relasyon naming dalawa. 

   

   Well, infact tama talaga siya. I know it was my fault, i didn't think about him and our relationship turns like i totally disaster.  I felt sorry for what iv'e done. Just because of that stupid game we ended our 1year relationship. Now begging him to fix our broken happiness. I just can't live without him!  Hes gone i feel i don't exist anymore!

   Kung alam lang niya kung gaano ako nagsisisi sa mga ginawa ko sa kanya before.

Product Review: Myra E

Masama bang mangarap?? gusto ko lang ng healty cells. Na kahit hindi healty katawan ko, atleast may healty cells ako.. hahah..
Improvements? Meron.. Medyo nagfafade yung pimple marks and nagiging parang lively yung skin ko, at hindi nagdadry. (*peksman!)
Pang 4days ko palang na inom.. Di naman masama sa kalusugan eh vitamin e lag naman to no added ingredients.
Ako kasi yung tipo ng babae na WALANG KAHILIG HILIG SA LOTION. Eto tuloy katapa ko.
Ps: 10.50 lang isa..

Goodmorning Sunday

Sunday is the best day for me. Its the time where in you take a rest from a long week of traveling and studying. Sunday is also the time to attend church and thank god for all the blessings that he gave. Spend time to my family and make all day happy together.